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Looks like I'll fake another smile to hide my denial
Can't stand being fake all I do is shake
I'm just trying to find my way out
While I keep my mouth shut trying so hard not to shout:

I'm drowning deeper in an ocean

I don't ask for much just a little respect
And a chance to succeed, so I know I'm no reject
They say, (they say) "Life just gets better than this"
But what if they're liars?
I guess it's just hit or miss...

Just don't let me miss

Don't tell me I'm fine when I know that I'm not
Don't tell me that I'm alone when you're all that I've got

My leg is stuck in a crevice
I'm drowning deeper in the bottom of the ocean
I'm begging you please, just let me be
anything but this, life is haunting me

It's haunting me


from This Doesn't Feel Like Home To Me, released August 3, 2012
Music by Death By Routine
Lyrics by Matt Aldawood



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